"Dear God, please help Mommy to get better, and please God, please help her to have another baby, either a new baby or the one she used to have..."
He went on and told God how much he would love to have a new baby too. He was so sweet, it just melted away my sorrow for that moment.
How often does a mom get to witness her child tenderly caring about her in such a way? In all the darkness, God does send out a beam of light now and then that makes me realize, just like a pinhole in clarity, but there just the same...something big is happening. God's kindness to me is so infinite that I can often only see it in a human way. But praise God for that little bit that He allows me to see! I want to hold onto them for use in those darkest moments.
